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Thursday, February 22, 2007

Life

Life is amazing, that is what these past few weeks have taught me. I know I haven’t been keeping up with these as often as I should, and it has really affected me. I’ve fallen away from the things I love, and mostly just been in a grumpy pissy mood.

Killian told us last semester that writing everyday is one of the most therapeutic things you can do. I couldn’t agree more. Every time I write, I’m offering up my problems, hopes, and fears to a higher power. Writing gives me a feeling of empowerment, a special feeling comes over me when I write, much like we talked about on Tuesday. When I write, I just feel weight being lifted off of my shoulder. It’s a ridiculously simple process that can take as little as 3 minutes a day, but people don’t understand how therapeutic it really can be.

Whilst on the subject of Tuesday night, I went to Ash Wednesday Church service last night with one of my best friends. We sat in the car and talked for 20 minutes before mass started, and I was finally able to release all of these feelings I had been storing up for the last 6 weeks. Needless to say I walked into that church and immediately felt God’s precence. It was as if he had his hand on my shoulder, telling me everything was going to be alright. I have always believed that you can feel thing if your open to it. I experienced that on Wednesday night.

Everything has been so stressing for the last month and a half, and finally it all came out. How do you deal with thing? I run from them, pretend they don’t exist, until they boil up and spill over, and then let the fireworks begin! Well the fire works began yesterday.

I’ll leave ya’all with one final thought, you really don’t know what you had until it’s gone, but once it’s gone, you have to move on because it’s not healthy to linger around… I’m done with this… peace

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